Ayelet Waldman Knihy

Passionately in love with her husband, Emilia has a secret, guilty loathing for her precocious little stepson, William - a forty-year-old in a five-year- old's body, whom she picks up from nursery every Wednesday afternoon. he mustn't get cold, she pushes him - accidentally - into the pond in Central Park.

Essential reading. These women's stories compel us to recognize their humanity, tenacity, and value as people, and reveal a hidden and heart- wrenching reality. -Piper Kerman, author of Orange Is the New Black Inside This Place, Not of It is precisely the kind of book we need now. In reading these narratives-so skillfully assembled, and with the accompanying statistics and data which let readers see how America and its states are complicit in taking away lives and dignity from so many women-what stands out is the poignant sense of abandonment and sadness that changed their lives from childhood, and the astonishing strength and perseverance that let them survive in prison. I will never forget these women, or this book. -Susan Straight, author of Take One Candle Light A Room I am passionately, ardently grateful for the existence of this book. How else would I have ever heard the voices of these women? Where would I gain insight or understanding of the lives they describe: harrowing, riveting, rife with misogyny, and utterly unacceptable in a country that values human rights. -Peggy Orenstein, author of Cinderella Ate My Daughter: Dispatches from the Front Lines of the New Girlie-Girl Culture This is an incredibly important, urgently readable book. I stayed up all night with these forgotten women, who have encountered, in present-day America, levels of cruelty and humiliation that have somehow not undercut their ability to express themselves with verve and grace and dignity. -Rachel Kushner, author of The Flamethrowers

The most popular, provocative, and unforgettable essays from the New York Times "Modern Love" column--now revised and updated, featuring stories from the upcoming Amazon Original series starring Tina Fey, Andy Garcia, Anne Hathaway, Catherine Keener, Dev Patel, and John Slattery A young woman goes through the five stages of ghosting grief. A man's promising fourth date ends in the emergency room. A female lawyer with bipolar disorder experiences the highs and lows of dating. A widower hesitates about introducing his children to his new girlfriend. A divorc�e in her seventies looks back at the beauty and rubble of past relationships. These are just a few of the people who tell their stories in Modern Love, Revised and Updated, featuring dozens of the most memorable essays to run in The New York Times "Modern Love" column since its debut in 2004. Some of the stories are unconventional, while others hit close to home. Some reveal the way technology has changed dating forever; others explore the timeless struggles experienced by anyone who has ever searched for love. But all of the stories are, above everything else, honest. Together, they tell the larger story of how relationships begin, often fail, and--when we're lucky--endure. Edited by longtime "Modern Love" editor Daniel Jones and featuring a diverse selection of contributors--including Mindy Hung, Trey Ellis, Ann Hood, Deborah Copaken, Terri Cheney, and more--this is the perfect book for anyone who's loved, lost, stalked an ex on social media, or pined for true romance: In other words, anyone interested in the endlessly complicated workings of the human heart.

“Relentlessly honest and surprisingly funny.” – The Washington Post “Genuinely brave and human.” —The New York Times “Wildly brilliant.” —Elle The true story of how a renowned writer’s struggle with mood storms led her to try a remedy as drastic as it is forbidden: microdoses of LSD. Her fascinating journey provides a window into one family and the complex world of a once-infamous drug seen through new eyes. When a small vial arrives in her mailbox from "Lewis Carroll," Ayelet Waldman is ready to try anything. Her depression has become intolerable, severe and unmanageable; medication has failed to make a difference. Married with four children and a robust career, she "should" be happy, but instead her family and her work are suffering at the mercy of her mood disorder. So she opens the vial, places two drops on her tongue, and becomes part of a burgeoning underground group of scientists and civilians successfully using therapeutic microdoses of LSD. As Waldman charts her experience over the course of a month, during which she achieved a newfound feeling of serenity, she also explores the history and mythology of LSD, the cutting-edge research into the drug, and the byzantine policies that control it. Drawing on her experience as a federal public defender, and as the mother of teenagers, and her research into the therapeutic value of psychedelics, Waldman has produced a book that is candid, revealing and completely enthralling.

In an effort to treat a debilitating mood disorder, Ayelet Waldman undertook a very private experiment, ingesting 10 micrograms of LSD every three days for a month. This is the story--by turns revealing, courageous, fascinating and funny--of her quietly psychedelic spring, her quest to understand one of our most feared drugs, and her search for a really good day.

A tale inspired by the World War II Hungarian Gold Train follows the 1945 American capture of a locomotive filled with riches and the efforts of a Jewish-American lieutenant's granddaughter to track down a mysterious woman seventy years later

Juliet Applebaum, a former public defender turned stay-at-home mom, finds herself entangled in a murder case while trying to manage her busy family life. As she promises to help her famous friend prove her brother's innocence, Juliet grapples with unsettling doubts about her friend's true nature. The story explores themes of loyalty, trust, and the complexities of friendship against a backdrop of suspense and personal challenges.

Exploring the complex landscape of modern motherhood, the book examines the unrealistic expectations placed on mothers today. It contrasts the varied maternal archetypes of the past with the current perception of "bad mothers," highlighting the pressures of balancing work and family life. The narrative delves into the guilt and self-doubt many women experience, questioning societal standards and the judgment faced regardless of parenting choices. Ultimately, it offers a candid look at the struggles and realities of contemporary motherhood.

Set against the backdrop of Red Hook, Maine, the story delves into the aftermath of a tragic wedding day that tears apart two families, the Tetherlys and the Copakens. Over four summers, they confront their grief and differences while honoring the memory of Becca and John. As characters navigate personal struggles, including a budding romance between surviving children Ruthie and Matt, the narrative weaves a rich tapestry of family dynamics and resilience, highlighting the enduring power of love amidst loss.

This collection brings together the first three mysteries featuring a protagonist balancing motherhood and sleuthing. The stories intertwine domestic life with intriguing whodunits, showcasing the challenges and humor of being a mom while solving crimes. Readers can expect a blend of relatable parenting experiences and engaging mysteries that keep them guessing, all wrapped in a lighthearted tone. Perfect for those who enjoy a mix of family dynamics and suspenseful plots.